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Showing posts with label wedding disappointment. Show all posts

5.09.2011

Wedding Nightmares.

They've started continued...

The wedding nightmares! I'm happy to say they're not marriage nightmares [which I think would be different]. But these nightmares are taking over my sleep... or lack of it.

And they range from me forgetting to mail out invitations and having no idea who is coming... to not having the right flowers, having a rip in my dress [not being able to fit into my dress], not being able to have my makeup done, the music not being perfect, not having jewelry or my veil, etc., etc., etc.

It's awful.

In one I actually dreamed that I went to the venue all dressed and ready and the place was like "uhhh, your wedding's tomorrow!"...

Apparently, my subconscious thinks [or knows] that I'm a really forgetful person.

4.09.2011

Double digits

It's pretty crazy that we've been engaged and planning our wedding for as long as we have been -- but I just went to The Knot and was notified that we have 98 days left.

Ninety-eight! That's double digits! We started with more than 450 days (I think)... and we only have 98 days left. =)

This week, I picked up my invitations and I have to say -- I didn't love them, at first.

(I'm not posting pictures, yet!)

When I chose them, I remember being in awe and pretty positive that they were "the ones". And when I got the proof I was really sure that I loved them. But when I got them on Thursday -- I was really disappointed.

But I've been looking at them for [now] the past 2 days (I couldn't post about this earlier, because I was so sad)... and I guess they're growing on me.

At first, I was upset about the coloring and the actual "layout" of the invitation. I thought I was getting something a little different than the sample invitation... but when they came they were identical to the one the place showed me -- and my disappointment just grew.

I didn't cry but if Sean wasn't with me I probably could have! He just kept saying, "they're great!" and "I like them!" and I was all, "yeah, but you don't LOVE them!" and he was all, "well, they're just invitations..."

& I guess it's true.

But basically before I stuff, address and stamp all these babies... I need to have a serious "chopping" and possibly "matting" session. Which will be fine, I just didn't expect having to do it.

I'm sure they'll end up looking great and the way I want them.

I hope.

And if not, I'll just keeping repeating "well, they're just invitations" over & over [& over again] until I believe it. =)